Tuesday, July 31, 2018

underneath it all


I think so many of us get to a point where we're trying, trying, trying and our best isn't feeling quite good enough. The comparison to others overwhelms you and if it came to drowning or swimming you'd drown. I've been feeling like this a lot lately. Drowning emotionally. Just uninspired, feeling like i'm not good enough; thinking what the heck am I doing with my life?! So many questions running through my mind I wish I had a pause button or a mute button for my brain. Don't get me wrong I love my life and I have the most amazing opportunities knocking at my door but i'm just trying to be vulnerable here, in a space where I can be nothing but myself. 

I sat down with no clue on what to write but uploading these images something inside me ignited. I felt inspired for once in a few months... and I wanted to inspire you or give you hope or whatever you gain out of reading this.  I felt inspired to share some things. To show you what's underneath it all. Things are never what they seem and I constantly have to remind myself of that. I've always been one to continue to push myself in all aspects of my life. I've been taught to be grateful for every opportunity. So when someone pushes you to your limit it feels like a million pieces of your heart shatters. It's never easy dealing with the people that consume your sunlight and the past few months all they've wanted was to see me fail. I let them break me and push me around to benefit their way of life. I let them get to me, feeling like my all wasn't even close to being enough. We all have had this type of person come into our life and stain us, because after them we're never going to be the same. 

It's hard to continue to get inspired or feel inspired 24/7. I don't think any human being is 100% inspired always, we're HUMAN. We have to go through things, and grow through things. We have to learn from the chaos and gain something positive from the experience. As i'm growing from what changed me I think I'll let their negativity drive me to do shoots like the one below. Feeling completely and utterly at peace, using my art to speak. & going topless because it's freeing! 

  Underneath it all is a heart that beats for peace, friendship, happiness and most importantly love. We have to love each other, empower each other, and believe in each other. 

so trust me when I say your best is good enough, and i'm proud of how far you've come. 
I'm telling myself that everyday.

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